{ Bel Janie }

I'm at the spa... relaxing. Starting a year is always stressful. People always talk about new year new me, and to a certain extend I can understand. I don't think I would be able to change my whole me, but I still see a new year as a new beginning. Last year, I started a new job in the beginning of January, this year, I don't have anything as drastic as that, but I still have a new mind set. I need to focus more on me.

 I spend a lot of my time making sure everybody around me are ok and worrying about there well being. I need to focus more on me. I need to be more happy and, by doing that, my friend and family will gain much more from me. More and more, I realize how unhappy I am. And the fact that I have no one but me to blame for it is truly hard to accept. Of course, there is some people around me that I should not give as much importance as I do right now, but I am still the one to blame since I'm the one giving them the attention.

I need to find myself, realize who the real Janie is. This is the part I struggle with the most. I hate knowing that even after 26 years, I still don't really get who I am. Who I am? That's my goal for 2017! this year, I will finally be able to answer that question.

What are your goal for 2017? Something you can all be sure of is that I will still be there all year to entertain you and talk about makeup and life and stuff ;) I'am greatful for each and every one of you! And to a wonderful year! Bye-e!