{ Bel Janie }

As the title says, I'm stuck in bed. I hate being sick! Well, I don't think anyone likes it but that's beyond the point. So here I am sleeping with the kitten when I decide to look at blog post. I read one about 10 Ways to Get out of a RUT and feel motivated again and one about enjoying life your fullest A letter to myself And it made me thought about my life.

What should I do? Who am I... you may think that's a strange question, but that's a question I like to ask myself, who are you? It can be so hard to answer... What do I like the most in life? Why am I thinking the way I'm thinking? Am I happier than I was last year at the same date? What was I doing at that time? What changed since then?

Well, for me, this one is easy, yes I'm way happier than I was last year at the same date, last year is the time I decide to leave my full-time job at a grocery store and start looking full time for a job in graphic design. Last year, my level of stress was at an all time high! But at the same time, I had decided to take a grip at my life and change it for the best and oh boy did it work!

Where is that woman! (who am I?) What should I do to become that woman again? That fierce woman that was not scared of changing, who have one single achievement as a goal and it's to be happy! Everything in life is possible if you are happy!

I'm reading a book right now called you are a badass by Jen Sincero and it's exactly what it's saying. Be happy, believe in yourself and start asking the universe what you deserve! Those are basics simple things that should be easy for everyone but I feel like those are the hardest to achieve! Why? Because we are constantly compared to other. Never the best, never the prettiest, there would always be someone else that would deserve it more than you are. Why? You are the only you there would ever be! You deserve to be happy! Your happiness is as important and should never be less than anyone else.

This is an example of a thought process. I won't get too much into detail because it can be quite boring. I'm a joyful person, but sometimes I can see a difference in the way I laugh or the way I see things and I try to do this retrospective to see what is not working at the moment. I was not stuck in bed for anything related to those thoughts, I was really sick with food poisoning, but sometimes any downtime is the perfect time to reevaluate and think about you. Try it and tell me if it helps you see your life differently. I would talk to you on Friday! Bye-ee!